The End?
Okay, after months of denial (by simply choosing not to think about it), I've decided to go ahead and just admit that this project just will not get made. We enjoyed what we got out of it, we enjoyed the times we had together down in the woods and on the beach, we had fun training. But it's just not going to make it. The reasons are many, but they come down to these...
1. Dedication - The dedication of one person in particular is relatively lacking. And without this person it could not have gone ahead. Oh, we're all to blame in some way, but it absolutely could not have been made without a certain person. And this person just didn't want to continue almost right from the start.
2. Time - When we started this, I was unemployed. Mike was in first year, Kevin doing his Junior Cert. Rob was the only one working, but he had a day or two to spare per week, usually. Come September when the training was going very well, Rob had quit his job and both he and I were enrolled in college. But since we started college and Kev and Mike started their new school years, we haven't trained once. Not once. I've only thought about the film several times since starting. Now as we're into Spring and Summer is on it's way, I thought we'd have the time to train again, but this isn't the case. Rob is going to be working a lot to pay for college fees when he moves away to a different part of the country. Kevin is going into fifth year, and Mike will be doing his Junior Cert. I looked at what we'd accomplished so far and it's just a fact that with Rob leaving come September, there's no way we can train and complete filming this year. It's just not going to happen, for all manner of practical reasons.
What have we accomplished? Well, to be honest, when we last trained in September, it was still in it's very early stages. It was going well, it was looking good, but it was still very early. The three way fight was dropped for various reasons, and things went much quicker when Kevin could just concentrate on one person at a time. I don't mind saying that my fight with Kev, and his fight with Rob, were looking fantastic. It's a shame we won't get to go any further with them.
Michael's duel with Kevin was dropped for a number of reasons, relating to both the story and practical matters. We'd been looking at costumes and related materials (such as a latex head for Oolrath Corral), but hadn't chosen anything. We hadn't planned a budget, just set a figure and then forgot about it, thinking that we'd sort it out when training progressed to a point where we could start preliminary filming.
CĂarda and then Brendan joined the group, though Brendan never actually got the chance to do anything, such as attending a training session. Friends at college were very interested and one in particular has flat out said that if he can do anything, he'd love to be involved. As I've already worked with him on a film (that actually got made) I would have loved nothing more than an excuse to get him working with us, but I'll have to break the news to him on Monday. He was really looking forward to it.
Rob messed around with editing programs and edited a few short clips of our training sessions, mixing in his Paint Shop Pro skills to produce some very good effects. Those still photographs on this blog of us holding lightsabers? That's all Rob's work, and believe me, it looks just as good when in motion.
I have loads of footage captured onto my pc, loads of training stuff. I even have two Video CD's with examples of the duels and Rob's special effects work, that we showed to our Kendo instructor, and I was due to show as an example of work I'd already done when applying for college. If anyone's really interested, I can send you a cd of one of these.
And that, friends, is as far as it got. Who knows? Maybe we'll get a chance to make it some day - this started out as something Rob and I have always wanted to do, hopefully we will, sometime. For now, I'm sorry to say that it's not possible. I'll leave the blog open because it's an interesting read, I think, and I like reading and looking at the progress we made.
But for now, this is the end.
- Brian